we made amends but nothing's mended

this paranoia is taking over me

what to think
what to do
ask the audience or phone a friend?

lump in my throat
can't eat sleep speak think
the spotlight fades
that was the wrong answer

hard to believe
i'm left unsure
scared scarred still
vulnerable

Hair

I'm in desperate need of a haircut but I can't decide what to do. Right now I feel like cutting it all off and getting one similar to Silver on 90210, but other times I lean more towards a choppy long bob a la Anne Hathaway or Alexa Chung, or I might grow it really long, or just get a trim...
I need advice!